i don't mind.

miss a day of work that i never got called for =

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 21:48:10 GMT

i got fired from my job working with my dad's girlfriends company .. hah
looks like i maaay have to pack up and leave if i cant afford zee rent
fuck it, ill just be a zombie forever.

week update (court dates, and stay up lates)

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Thu, 18 Oct 2007 20:17:25 GMT

i was supposed to be in court yesterday (for my incapability of wearing a seatbelt "properly") but someone called in a bomb threat. although there was no bomb, i thank the person who-ever saved me from possibly paying this charge. (super stoked)
kevAWN and myself have been on a beer binge for the past 3 days:
monday - in orangeville, nothing really eventful except xbox 360 and pizza.
tuesday - toronto @ katies with kyle and toshia. more pizza, 3 hour sleep..
wednesday - then busing it back to orangeville, drinking on the bus, then in a forest when back in town.. then the mad hatter pub with his parents hah!! . kevan ordered 4 pitchers basically to himself.. wastecase

donnie is coming to toronto tomorrow and spending the weekend.. yayayayayaayayayeahyuhhyuhyuhhYUH!
sunday = ZOMBIE WALK

thanksgiving

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sun, 07 Oct 2007 23:51:11 GMT

this year thanksgiving was not too bad.
family/festive foods = wine
last night was good.. a little odd... but really good.
got to actually have a closure with the band playing a couple songs with them. body is pretty beat up from the ammount of times jumping into the crowd.
summer love
boston pizza with a $170 tab
teenagers scare.

summer(puppy)love/ summers over

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:12:39 GMT

hopefully within the next couple months i will be buying this:

OH MY.. GAWD! i really cant wait..
he/she will be always at my side, and ill get him/ her seasonal clothing, and dress him/her up for halloweeeeen

fuck tha police.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 15:32:58 GMT

i come back to my "beloved" town of orangeville and this is what i get? around 12:30 a.m on the way back from toronto. and as soon as i can see the orangevegas lights...get pulled over by a ride program and get fined $110 for having my seatbelt under my arm... and then have me sit on the side of the road for an hour while you "process" shit.
i'll just take it as a sign to never come back.
but in the meantime, i am here for two-ish-days.

loud mouth house inspector comes at 8:30 a.m...

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sat, 22 Sep 2007 21:15:41 GMT

moved

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sat, 15 Sep 2007 23:21:52 GMT

today is my first day at the new place. we have been here since twelve p.m and we all now have our rooms set up.
i am so excited about this. anyone is welcome over, just let me know! now off to dinner&getting wasted.

-b

in the old house, your childhood home/

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sun, 02 Sep 2007 19:31:40 GMT

can't cool off you're on fire no cold tears gunna put you out out out you're awake in love you're wired, kissed her goodnight now you walk by yourself, well you're so confrused because they told you be carefull you know shes a mess, she's a bad situation oh that girl is always depressed its something they feel they can't see it she is the warm that egnites what you got inside, what you just cant hide ..
they way you love her, nobody understands
the way you feel her, it's above their heads
the way you bleed her, cause nobody understands
you're awake and you're on fire burnin' up with how you feel she's a freak and shes a liar and your inlove with a girl she's consealed, you're so confused cause they told you her father was bad he was messed, she is a bad situation and that girl is always depressed so where do you go when there is no one, when no one believes in your love, oh it all shines out when you kiss her mouth,
aw yeah.

long time coming

trasssshhhh!

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sat, 19 May 2007 15:44:29 GMT

and fuck erin kids.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sat, 19 May 2007 08:22:20 GMT

running from your problems seems to be the best.

i know one pill will get me through the day,

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Mon, 14 May 2007 13:15:30 GMT

but i take two anyway.
i am at school, but i don't go to school, but i'm going. yeahh.
weekend was pretty decent, good times/great times/ bad times.
doing vocals for antic again was fun. the pain that came with it was not.
you + me.

bank fraud,

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Thu, 10 May 2007 14:36:02 GMT

i can't keep living like this. every night having to try and mooch a place to stay from a friend? fuck that. i am done with getting people in trouble. i am done with myself. fuck you brendan purdy.
i think i may try to move out to my grandparents house? it's three hours away... could give me enough distance from everything... but too much distance from you.
now time to get paid. byeee

dug

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Tue, 08 May 2007 17:17:18 GMT

too deep of a hole. i think pretty much everything now involved in my life has turned for the worse.
i don't know what i want to do,
i don't know what i am going to do.
i HATE disappointing other peoples parents, or getting them in trouble.
this is what it is, who knows what it will become.
wednesday is all i look forward to.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Mon, 07 May 2007 22:08:49 GMT

gone done it,

going to get rough/

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Mon, 07 May 2007 08:54:37 GMT

i can't even imagine what the hell is going to happen for the next little while...
build it up over the years/smash it/ REbuild/ create another smashfest/ NEW foundation.
i've been up since 10 a.m FRIDAY morning.
4 motel rooms/ 2 weeks.
TJ: paybacks a bitch, suckuh!
my shakes are getting so bad.

5:00 a.m = yeah, seeYUH!

a.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sun, 06 May 2007 21:57:32 GMT

rtiugreyvucbqywiufbwgeiulbrgiuer!!!!!
:)!

most

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Thu, 03 May 2007 05:41:17 GMT

it's hard, and it sucks but it is what it is.
most comfortable lying beside you.
jumping around is getting to my breaking point.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Tue, 01 May 2007 17:14:15 GMT

i found a beer in my back pack.

DROPPED

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Tue, 01 May 2007 03:31:24 GMT

went to school for the first time in two weeks. 30 minutes in i gave in and left...
seeyuh school.

i DO understand,

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sun, 22 Apr 2007 19:32:14 GMT

i have a problem?
yeah, but it's controlled.
welcome summer.

prepair.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 12:23:59 GMT

today i feel like not going to my first class (art)... i am fast at painting anyways. i spent the night at steves again, kinda feeling bad for invading... but he doesn't seem to care :)
i don't live at home anymore, kinda homeless boppin' around invading friends houses and rooms, ahahah.
crunch time/ time to look for jobs like no tomorrow.
steve and i are looking into buying an apartment within the next few months... SO excited. we will have our own place, and we will always have THEE FUN TYMZ son.
i know what i am getting tattooed next... my ribs will have "great minds think for themselves" all the way down the side, i am not looking forward to the pain that comes with it.

a lot of things are happening recently/ and a lot of things are going to change. this summer will be a turning point in my life, guaranteed.

lying

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Tue, 10 Apr 2007 05:23:42 GMT

when we would get high and drive really fast,
sure our car could end up bent around a tree,
but who the fuck cares.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sat, 24 Mar 2007 19:58:52 GMT

so the antic comeback show came and past. it was a pretty wonderful night being around the old famillar faces. the turnout could have been better, but in reality who cares? your best show could be infront of 5 people or 500 people. near the end of the night i was upset at myself for asking my friends band "how much did you guys get paid" and then of course an over listening boy comes up and says to me "it shouldn't really matter how much you got paid, playing is a great enough payment" which is what i am all about... oh well.

i am just really excited for this summer, or even just for the warmer weather. i wouldn't really mind going to school just as long as it is warm and sunny to keep me in a good mood. i am also really excited to see where the band goes. we're back now and hopefully this year will turn out really well for us. i also can't wait to get insurance and everything sorted out so i can finally have a bit more freedom.

peace lj,

brendan.

i thought of sooz when i saw this.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:03:10 GMT

oh my god i laughed so hard...

only time can tell.

brendanpurdy@hotmail.com — Sat, 03 Mar 2007 06:59:03 GMT

this is what you call progress? great minds think for themselves, say it.
hahahah, i still can't get over it. HOW? ha. one small world.
band practice tomorrow :) i'm really excited.
i really want to get tattooed.. SO badly.
working out has been going great. i have been gaining muscle mass nicely.
i was thinking about joining boxing... but i'm not sure if i have the time or money.

i'm bored.